a Journey to Rememba - Part 1

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera bual all of u.. Sihat kah d'hari pertama puasa ni? *smiles* Well, ble u all bce tajuk Roy ari ni sure u all ingat yg Roy g vaca kan? Mmg btol laa tu.. S'mata-mata nak abis kan cuti yg berbaki tu kenelah abiskan nnt ade org memekak lak, hahaha.. Before Roy crita ttg pengembaraan Roy izinkn Roy tulis sumthing.. If u all mula berjinak-jinak nak berbaik ngan dunia vaca kat memana ini lah salah satu mende yg u all kene wat iaitu...

Ni laa pulau yg Roy pegi ritu, agak menarik tp Roy juz stay in 1 place je...

Pasti kan u all tau nak g mane.. If u nak jadi mcm org luar (foreign) yg dtg dulu bru nak survey, haa.. Kene bw duit supa banyak laa coz u tatau expense u bpe je.. Kalau u dah prepare dr awal at least u know bpe bnyk duit nak kene bw.. Jgn book awal2.. Take at least a month tuk m’cari info tentang tempat yg u nak g.. Jgn jadi pemalas, u yg rugi nanti.. Cari info sebanyak mungkin & salin or print & faham kan.. Then kalau xfaham gak jgn malu nak email kat tmpt yg u nak stay.. Since nak kol mahal kan so email je laa.. Jimat duit cikit, ley bw duit tuk shopping nanti.. Tnye abis2san tau.. Jgn jd bodo-sombong.. Rugi u tau!! Fahami segala pakej yg d’sediakan kat suma chalet/resort/guess house atau pepape je laa.. Tanya cikit expense untuk setiap mende yg u wat.. Apa aktiviti yg d’sediakan, bilik tu ade ape je, makan ade bpe kali je, atau selain aktiviti yg dorang sediakan ke ade mende laen nak wat ke kat tempat tu, pegi memane ade transport yg d'sediakan ke.. Hari2 terakhir, selepas m’kaji & menyelidik, baru laa g bli tiket.. Pasti tiket bus/flight pada hari & tarikh yg btol.. Lebey senang if bli tiket pergi & balek, xyah menyusahkan diri balek nnt nak bli takot xsempat/tempat penuh je.. Tiket tuk penginapan chalet kene confirmkan tau.. Jgn tiket pengankutan dah bli ngan bangga nya tp tiket penginapan terlepas lak, hahaha.. Kalau mcm tu laa korang wat, mmg klaka laa.. Kahkahkah~ (gelak cam pontianak… XD) Okay, langkah pertama dah siap.. Senang je kot, kan3… *smiles*

Langkah kedua lak.. Mende yg mau d’bawa dlm beg lak.. Kalau ikot budak amatur yg bru nak g vaca ni, Roy bw 4 helai baju lengan panjang (1 yg akn d’pakai sok), 2 helai seluar je (1 utk hiking & 1 utk berenang-renang), 1 bra, 1 sport bra ngan 2 boxer (hape, u all ingt lelaki je ke yg pakai boxer haa?? Ape laki nak pakai gurl pon nak pakai gak tau, hahaha) je.. Suma baju ringan2 er coz my sister said dat I should bring da least clothes as possible, yg ringan2 pon lg bagos.. xm’beratkn beg, hehehe.. Ni utk pengembaraan 4D 3N je.. Pastu Roy bw lappy incase kat sne buhsan (tengok laa aktiviti dia dulu, kalau bnyk aktiviti xyah laa bw coz malam terus tido pas makan malam nanti, hahahha.. Pnat sangt kan).. Then toiletries pon sngt penting.. Macam facial wash ke, feminine wash, shower gel, berus gigi, ubat gigi, bedak, barangan mekap (kalau korang pakai 24jam laa.. Gi hiking pakai mekap, gi berenang pakai mekap, gi makan pakai mekap.. Mcm xley berenggang ngan mekap langsung er, hehehe) & lotion (sun protection lotion/calamine lotion/etc).. Utk yg tngh period tu, jgn lupa bw sanitary pad atau tampon atau pantyliner (penting maa utk m’jaga kesihatan kawasan sulit anda, huhuhu..seriously!!) Pastu apa lagi nak bw haa? Well.. Topi (sngt penting if tamau kene sunburn yg melampau, hahaha..tamau jadi hitam semenarnyaa!! Kahkahkah~), bbrapa batang hanger (juz incase kalau chalet/resort yg u stay xprovide ke hape ke), klip serbaguna (ley klip baju ke, ley klip kertas ke & ley klip memacam lagi laa.. Pendek kate mmg serga guna laa.. *giggles*), sehelai shawl (bg yg malas nak pakai baju tu, ley pakai bra & pakai shawl je xyah pakai baju..hahaha~ p/s: Roy xpnah wat, hokey?!) And lagi satu, duit jgn bw bebanyak.. Meaning, juz bw yg perlu sahaja kerna kecurian mudah berlaku (tu je laa alasan ada kot selain takot hilang, apa raaa~) Beg pon kalau boley jgn bawa yg ley pegang..  Meaning, bawa beg yg ley galas macam beg sekolah.. Kalau u all bw beg yg pgg ngan barang yg berat kat dalam beg tu xkan naya punye cite tu.. Sebelum sampai dah sakit tangan, hah! Padan muka, kahkahkah~ (gelak kejam) xsempat nak main pepape kat sne nanti, dok je kat tepi pantai tngk org maen.. Kalau yg ske muchies tu, bli laa siap2 coz selalunya munchies yg d’jual kat kedai kat sna tu, supa mahal tau.. Kalau xcaya g laa tngk sendiri.. Either mahal lagi atau same je kot ngan herge kat KL ni.. Kate je ‘duty free’ tp xde ner bezanyer, huhuhu…

Langkah ketiga adalah…Kisah pengembaran Roy lak sebagai contoh kpd sesapa yg masih hijau atau amatur atau masih baru nak berjinak2 nak g vaca ni yaa.. Slamat m'baca, hahaha~

26 Julai 2011
Pas kemas baju & sumbat kat dalam beg baju, Roy g tdo awal ngan harapan bangun awal & bersemangat nak k'sana, harharhar~


27 Julai 2011

Pas mandi & b'mekap, Roy memilih utk memakai baju kaler black yg agak nipis (ni yg Ma’ kate laa, huhuhu), seluar hiking kaler itam ( yg abg Shar puji, hehehe~ Jap ey nak bangga diri jap, kahkahkah~ Sayg abg Shar sbb puji slua Roy!! XD), sepasang stokin kaler blu black b’corak rabbit, boxer & bra kaler… (Roy leave it to ur imagination them, hahaha.. Mende private siot.. Ingt senang nak dedahkn kaler hape haa?? *jelirkan lidah sampai ke dagu*).. Pas salam Ma’ & Ayah, kami (my sis & me) menaiki tren kat stesen Cempaka (Total utk 2 org naek tren adalah RM 3.60) & trun kat Terminal Bersepadu Selatan pada pukul 0830 hrs..

Kat TBS, tunggu bus pas g toilet yg agak cantik jugak laa.. Sambil2 tu b'msg ngan Ma'...

Then naek bus Transnasional kaler gold pd kol 0900 hrs & total utk tiket bus adalah around RM54.. Laluan yg kami lalu tu mmg m’buhsan kan laa coz kerap kali kiri & kanan kami ade  palm tree.. Ye, kekasih ku suma.. Pokok kelapa sawit yg masyur tu so utk mengelak kan dr sebarang kekacaun (xsengaja semenarnya.. Roy ni bising coz b’sembang ngan akak kuat sangt, Roy pon tdo laa ngan sonok er.. Hehehe~

Palm Tree ade kat memane.. Sepanjang perjalanan pegi & balek, huhuhu.. Kalau tamau tngk, tdo jaa~

Sampi tengah hari baru bangun.. Time ni pak cik deba bus stop kat kedai makan kat tepi jalan ni so kami pon makan lunch & melihat sekeliling kami yg ramai foreign xmakan.. (Ish3, rugi kalau xmakan.. Sedap siot lauk mak cik ni.. (Masak lemak ikan dia mmg, pergh!! Mengancam siot!!) Total lunch time ni adalah RM 8.40.. Bila sudah kenyang & b'henti d'sini selama 30 minit.. Bus pon meneruskan perjalanan ke Termina Bus Mersing.. Roy cuba utk tidak tidor tp, haiyoo.. Ssh oo0oo.. 

Bukak2 mate je dah smpi Terminal Bus Mersing, hahaha.. Caya lah~

Mcm xcaye je dah sampai.. Mane x nyer, asyik m'buta je kat dalam bus...

Biler dah turun & amik beg.. Akak pegi ke kedai jual tiket Transnasional utk beli tiket bus balek.. Total tiket bus pon around RM 54 je.. Pastu, kami pon b'jalan m'cari kat mane laa office chalet kami ni.. Jalan punye jalan nmpak roundabout.. Jalan lagi nampak stadium ngan kedai Eco RM2.. Jalan lagi cikit baru nampak jeti ngan jam besar.. Then jalan lagi cikit ade laa office nyer kat stu, huhuhu.. Penat Roy jalan td, hahaha.. Feri tu b'tolak kol 1630hrs, feri last utk hari tu.. Tengok jam baru kul 1600 hrs.. Lagi 30 minit tu xley sngt nak kemana2 coz ujan rintik2 air bergelora.. So kami dok laa kat are office tu makan eskim PaddlePop Rainbow ngan Topicana.. Tepat kul 1630 hrs, kami pon naek feri nak ke Pulau Tioman tu.. (tiket feri sudah termasuk dalam pakej kami, time kaceh...)

Pergh, cantik giler siot!! Belom pon sempat nak menyusuri lautan bergelora nmpk plak feri cantik ni... Shuker... XD

Pastu biler dah naek feri ni, baek plak xtdo.. Hah, hamik ko.. Penangan loya melampau, hahaha.. Siot btol.. Dok tepi tingkap, ape yg u ley tengok selain lautan & pulau yg jauh giler kat tngh lautan.. Berangan nak bukak lappy tp xde bateri lak.. Tengok akak kat s'blah dah tdo.. Wah, layan blues sesorang je laa nampaknyer.. Dr jeti Mersing ke jeti Kg Genting (tmpt kat mane kami menginap) mengambil masa 1 jam 30 minit.. Ya, u all ley bayangkan x betapa seksa nya dok kat dalam tu ngan rasa nausea nyer lagi, pergh~ Nak muntah, xmuntah.. Nak tdo, xterasa nak tdo.. Mata bersemangat nak tngk keindahan.. Haaa, tngk er...

Sayup2 kelihatan s'buah pulau d'tengah lautan, indah sungguh pemandangan...

Biler nak sampi ni, lame giler.. Roy dah xsanggup menahan gelora d'perut ni.. Dr jauh mmg dah nmpak pulau yg akan d'tuju tp bile nak sampai?? Asal er lambat sngt ni?? Huhuhu, loya dah ni.. Tunggu punya tunggu, akhirnya sampai laa kat tmpat yg d'tuju ni... Dr jauh chalet yg kami akan menginap, berdiri tegak menyambot kehadiran kami.. Cantik~

Ni laa tempat er, agak cantik gak kan...

Roy turun je k'jeti Kg Genting ni, jalan pon mcm org mabok todi.. Hahaha, pening2 lalat jap.. Sampai je kat chalet tu, kami d'sapa ngan staf Sun Beach Resort tu & d'tunjukkn chalet kami yg berada d'atas bukit (ye.. atas bukit.. xcaye meh tngk bukti picca dia kat bawah ni.. *jelirkan lidah*) Pastu staf yg b'nama Nisa tu pon bg tau laa, agenda pd ari ni.. Huhuhu~ BBQ!!! Makan malam nnt ade BBQ, men!! Suker3!!

Ni laa tmpat kami tdo selama 3 mlm ni, atas bukit woo~ Tp nmpak sngt pantai kat depan tu kecuali ni je yg nmpak kot... 

Ye.. Ni laa sebahagian pemandangan yg cantik yg dapat kami perhatikan keindahan er, huhuhu~

Lepas dah masuk chalet ni, kami pon mandi & b'siap2 utk ke BBQ.. Hahaha, part ni laa yg paling Roy tunggu2.. Makan!!! (Maaf, atas penasihat yg m'beri nasihat.. Suma picca makan2 xdpt d'tayangkn kerna jurufoto sedang ghairah makan, time kaceh...) Masa tngh makan ni, Nisa bg tau agenda utk esok iaitu Snorkeling, g Marine Park & g shopping kat Kg Kekek.. Lepas makan ni, akak g lepak kat bilik tngk muvie kat lappy & Roy lak g dngr org karoke kat chalet s'blah smpi midnite.. (Gi menyempit semenarnyaaa) Then kul 0000 hrs lebey, kami pon tdo er...

28 Julai 2011

Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, basuh muka & mandi~ Hehehe, ye laa tu.. Pas b'fast kami g sewa Snorkeling & life jacket.. Total utk 2 org adalah RM 36.. Then kami d'sapa ngan serang lelaki ni, hehehe.. Sumpah xteringat nak tnye name pon, hahaha.. Dia bg tau kami ttg agenda pada ari ni & jawapan kpd soalan kami ttg hiking tu laa.. Kami kongsi aktiviti ngan 1 couple yg baru kawen ni, huhuhu.. Agak tomey jugak laa tp mak ai.. Roy sombong ke dia sombonk ni?! Heran2.. S'mlm ms BBQ, akak Roy ade gak tegur couple ni.. Ye laa kan, sok nak g snorkeling sesama mestilaa nak tegur dulu, kenal2 tp huhuhu.. Ari ni pulak, dah laa bangun lambat.. Senyum pon x?! Ai, sangap hape?? Tp xpe laa, ade Roy kesah.. So, berlayar lah kami ke Pulau Rengis utk b'snorkling selama 1 jam je tp abg yg bw boat ni kate kalau nak b'snorkeling lg, pas ke Kg Kekek boley wat lg, huhuhu...

Muke kekanak rebina yg bru 1st time b'snorkeling.. Senyum sampai ke telingaaa~

Pastu kami d'bawa ke Marine Park yg perlu m'bayar RM 10 utk dua org Tiket ini d'beli semasa kami berada d'jeti Mersing.. Tiket ini xd'jual di Marine Park er, apa raaa.. Roy xreti explain er u xfaham haa?? :P Kat sni ade 1 muzium atau nama laen dia Taman Laut Tioman (Pe? Tu laa name yg dorang letak pon..) Before kami masuk kat tmpat tu, kami makan lunch dulu laa.. Nasi bungkus + Air oren yg sdap gak, huhuhu.. Malas nak tukar baju w'pon kami bw baju spare, hahaha.. Since sausana kat stu agak panas so baju ni pon agak kering laa so ley er masuk k'dalam tu, huhuhu... 

Baju ni laa g snorkeling, baju ni laa wat jalan2.. Hahaha~

 

After kami jalan2 kat Marine Park ni, kami d'bawa ke Kg Kekek utk b'shopping Duty Free (ni ape yg org kat sni cakap laa, tatau laa btol ke x coz xtngk lg maa..) Kat kg ni pon ade bnyk kedai gak.. Dok kat sini pon 1 jam je tp ley extend kalau mau laa.. Sambil jejalan kat sni pon barang er xlaa mahal sngt tp same je herge mcm kat KL je, ish3~ Sambil jejalan tu, sumthing capture my eyes.. OMG!! 

Ape yg korang nmpak, itu laa yg Roy nmpk.. Agak bising gak ble lalu kat sni tp mmg kiut laa mrk suma ni, huhuhu~

Tomey sesangat!! Tatau nak cakap pe, hehehe.. Then jalan punya jalan, jalan punya jalan jumpa laa kami tmpat yg d'katakn sbgi Duty Free tu.. Pario yg d'jual mmg cantik tp nipis sngt er, hehehe.. x'paksa laa tunda minat t'sebut wat sementara waktu, hehehe.. Then ade kedai tu jual mende ni, huhuhu.. Kiut gak tp kenapa jual muke binatang kiut tu, huhuhu...

Thinner cap meow~

Kahkahkah, sangap giler.. Tomey pon ade gak, hahaha.. Nape laa p letak picca anak meow, kiut lak tu.. Hehehe, cian tau.. 

Lepas abis aktiviti utk today, kami pon balek ke Kg Genting tuk berehat & m'damai kan minda.. Hahaha, iyo laa tu.. Since perut dah kenyang kami pon m'lebarkan sayap ke lokasi yg seterusnyaa iaitu hiking yg mengambil masa selama 1 jam (ni kakak yg lead tau, hahaha~)

Pas hiking, kami pon makan malam then lepak kat bilik menanti ari esok...

29 Julai 2011

Lepas b'fast, kami pon trun laa nak lepak kat bawah.. D'sana lelaki yg menyapa kami sebelum kami berlayar utk snorkeling menerangkan yg ade jeram d'sebalik kg sebelah.. Kami tergamam (eh, tatau pon??) Apa lagi, Roy ngan kakak pon gi ler hiking balik yg mengambil masa 50 minit (sbb Roy yg lead, hahaha).. Before smpi kat kg Paya kat s'blah tu Roy sempat snap2 picca lagi u, hehehe...

Pemandangan atas batu bsar ni mmg memukau laa~

Then kami meneruskan p'jalanan m'cari jeram yg glamer ni, hahaha.. Smbil bertanya org kg, Roy t'jumpa kenderaan ni.. Mcm xcaya tp ini laa hakikat ye... 

Plz dun drink & drive.. Sayangi lah org t'sayg.. Anda mampu mengubahnyaa~ XD

Hehehe.. Bertanya lah kami d'sni, d'sana tp xjmpa2 tp berbekal kan semangat padu yg kuat, kami akhirnya jumpa jeram ni & mandi laa kami sepuas-puasnya mcm xda ari esok.. Hahaha...

Brrr~brrrr~ Sejuk er air dia, hehehe.. Shuker~

 

Pas mandi, kami pon jelajah kg ni.. Jln tngh pasir, melihat deruan angin.. Wah!! Sonok er.. Then kami pon pulang laa ke Kg Genting utk menikmati hidangan tengah hari.. Semasa kami baru je nak smpai, ade laa ramai lelaki yg klua pakai baju melayu.. Rajen gak dorang ey, gi solat Zohor pakai baju melayu then abg yg slalu bg informasi tu pon ngan segak er keluar pakai bju melayu gak laa.. Then Roy pon t'sebot.. "Oh, patot laa.. Today ari Jumaat!!" Hehehe, sumpah xhengat ari ape today.. Ralit ngan keindahan je, hahahah.. Lepas bberapa kali b'sua muka, baru laa kami tau yg uncle tu adalah En Azman, Managing Director kat stu.. Hehehe, apa raa kami ni.. Last jmpa baru nak tnye name, hehehe~

Lepas lunch, kami pon lepak kat bilik.. Rehat2.. Malam nnt ade BBQ lagi, hahaha.. Suker!!

30 Julai 2011

After b'fast, kami lepak kat bilik.. Mengemas ape yg patot smbil tngk muvie TinkerBell.. Amik picca pe yg patot & beredar pada pukul 1000 hrs utk ke jeti.. Boat/feri akan amik kami pd pukul 1030 hrs (more or less) untuk ke jeti Mersing tp dorang lmbat 30 minit.. Tp xpe, kami xkesah.. Kat dalam boat tu akhirnyaa Roy tewas, Roy t'tido smpai sampi ke jeti Mersing.. Mata yg kuyu ni xhalang utk Roy b'semangat utk ke KL, hahaha.. Since tiket bus yg kami bli pd pukul 1700hrs, terpaksa laa kami lepak d'sini kerna skang bru kul 1230 hrs.. Huhuhu.. xreti bajet masa semenarnya sbb tatau.. 1st time datang kan, tatau nak expect hape.. Selepas ronda2 kat bandar Mersing ni, kami lunch dulu kat sni.. Hahaha, mari laa join...

Finger lickin' good~

Tepat kul 1710 hrs, bus Transnasional yg daif ni pon bergerak ke arah KL.. Seperti bese, pokok kelapa sawit mmg ade.. Berhenti kat sne, b'henti kat sni.. Then pukul 1930hrs, deba bus lepak kat sni selama 30 minit...

Tempat ni mmg super mahal laa brg dia.. Air mineral 1.5L b'harga RM4, hah.. T'kejut berok laa gamak er...

 Bus pon meneruskn perjalanan balek ke KL, kerusi yg Roy duduk ni agak giler so Roy menyempit laa tdo kat akak, hehehe.. Kaki slalu cramp tp pas xcramp dah tdo balek, hehehe.. Around kul 2230 hrs, sampai laa kami di TBS.. Ngantuk giler, hahaha...

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Begitu laa sudah pengalaman Roy yg xs'berapa.. Smoga dpt jadi tauladan kpd sesapa yg baru nak mulakan hobi kaya yg baru ni, hahaha.. Setakat itu, salam peluk & cium dr Roy.. xoxo~ 

Bad..Bad..Bad mood~

Assalamualaikum & a very gud day to all...

Okay, straight to da point.. Am depressed!! Urmm.. its all started few hours before my shift ends.. Mmmm.. I work to day wif only my junior & two senior staffs but they were not SRN.. And yes, he is an able SRN.. I respected dat! But da thing is am da senior SRN in da ward & am scared.. I have lotsa things to learn, am scared if sumthing happen & I can't handle.. Am scared!! Yes, u might said dat there is a seniors in da other ward but dat is her ward & diz is not her ward, its mine (for diz shift je..) Man, am so scared like hell if I screwed up & I can't manage it.. Am so lost...

Luckily none of my patients are in bad conditions.. The were all fine accept for 1 pt in bladder irrigation, well dat pt was not bad at all juz change da n/saline irrigation before its finish & measure his urine output.. Dat was not bad at all, seriously.. Another lethargic pt, her relatives accompanied her & we juz observe her conditions je...

There is 1 event dat I still rememba & its stressed me out.. Dr M asked me to call Dr T to review his pt.. I seriously tot dat Dr T knew everyting b'coz my seniors already called him thrice before.. I juz wanted to remind him & Dr T said dat he doesn't know at all?? WTH!! Are u kidding me?? Dr T repeated so many time "Dun u understand??" & yes, I understand wat he is try to convey but plz do not repeat dat sentences so many times.. Am not stupid, am juz a learner.. Fortunately, Dr M saves da day & yes am still wif my funckin' smile eventho... Argghh!!

When I passed da report to evening shift, I seriously tot dat I missed so many things & am once again..lost! Am so sorry, am too scared but I tried to pass da report da best as I could but still am not satisfied on wat I've done.. Huh, I easily got depressed on myself & all da bad & -ve tots are all flyin' in my mind rite.. Plus da probs dat I get from my vaca.. Hurmm, so fuckin' depressin'...


Now am at home, still havin' da headache &  all dat bad tots is also in my mind.. Never come out after I walk put da hospital pun.. I should leave all da probs at the exit but I dun.. Am too scared.. Urmm.. I wonder if I drink calamine lotion, wat would it taste? Is it tasty or is it too bitter, urmm.. I wonder~

Urmm, mcm sedap je~

 Okay laa, nak try fikir secara normal lak.. Wish me luck tau nak halau perasaan sangap ni.. Till then, xoxo~

"Eh, nape u ni sayg?? Okay ke x ni?" Part I

Assalamualaikum & a gud day to all of u... *smiles*

Cuba teka ni picca hape? Hehehe~

Tajuk ari ni sngt menarik kerana hanya wanita sahaja yg mengalami keadaan sedemikian.. Red days atau period atau bendera jepun or wat so eva laa yg u all panggil, same je.. Proses ini di panggil keluruhan dinding uterus (endometrium). Dinding ini akan menebal & jika tidak berlaku persenyawaan, ia akan luruh & darah yg luruh ini di panggil darah haid. Roy pasti sume tau pasal hal ni, senang je kot, huhuhu..(xpe2, nnt Roy akan kupas2 kan tajuk ni pada blog akan dtg er, huhuhu)

Before ur red days start, kekadang ade je wanita yg berasa kurang selesa ngan diri mereka & org laen.. Jgn marah naa kat wanita yg kekadang emo ni, xbaek tau.. Wanita ni emo sebab perubahan hormon yg berlaku dlm badan mereka.. Si hubby jgn laa cepat terasa hati yaa bile wife dorang moody xmo layan ke.. Lover jgn marah kat kekasih yaa bile dorang marah u balek atau cepat nangis walhal lelaki juz cakap je kot bukannya kasar pon tp hati wanita ni cepat tersentuh (xkisah laa belum period ke dah lame stop ke, huhuhu).. Lelaki kene banyak bersabar yaa & wanita ni pon jgn laa emo berlebihan lak, huhuhu.. Nanti xpasal2 kene dumped pulak, hahaha.. Sori2, xbaek gelak kan.. Ish3, Roy ni...

Antara simptom2 atau petanda2 pada setiap wanita yg boley d'lihat 7-14 hari before period ni & kadang2 xnmpak langsung coz wanita ni pandai simpan.. *giggles* Yg boley nampk kekadang mcm kat bwh ni...

1. Nausea atau mual pd biler2 masa yg senggang, hahaha.. Tu laa, pk kan sangt period tu.. Relex laa, u bukan pregnant pon...
2. Headache ni selalu berlaku.. Cikit2 sakit kepala, cikit2 migraine laa.. Wat keje yg ssh cikit je, sakit laa kepala tu...
3. Diarrhea yg berlaku sbb makan mcm2, hahaha.. Sni nak makan, sana pon nak makan.. Tu nak makan, ni nak makan...
4. Dizziness (pening2 lalat) ni slalu berlaku bile nak manje2 ngan lover.. Jalan tngh panas cikit je, pening laa.. Jalan jauh pon pening laa.. Memboceng kat belakang motor pon suruh lover bw slow2 ngan alasan pening kang tergolek kat blakang tu, tertinggal lak.. Cian mamat tu, dah laa juara racing kat kg tu tetiba awek suruh bawak 60 km/j je.. Potong stim btol laa...
5. Rase gmok semacam atau bloated (ni mmg bese berlaku ble lover mengomel kat kekasih hati yg dia da gmok laa dah chubby laa dah tembam laa pipi dah gayut laa punggung dah lebar laa memacam laa alasan nak 'mengecikkan' diri sendiri) perkara ini berlaku kerana retensi sodium atau dalam bahasa mudahnya pengumpulan garam mineral dlm badan yg kurang d'keluarkan oleh urin/peluh..xpon u cuba elakkan minuman b'kafien seperti kopi, nescafe (Feveret Roy) dan minuman ringan bergas yg sdap, manis, nyum3, manis juga sdap & nyum3...
6. Mengidam atau ayat glamer dia pica.. Haa, ni slalu jugak kedengaran dr mulut awek kate nak makan sate kajang laa mengidam laa.. Mamat ni yg sayg kat awek pon sanggup gi bli sate kat Hj Samuri tu utk awek.. Pastu esoknya mntak coklat Cadbury sebeban lak.. Lusa mntak bli laksa yg d'buat oleh org Johor laa.. Tulat mntak blikan Happy Meal yg ade kat McD laa.. Tungging mntak lover bli kan durian Pahang laa.. Hish, sabar gurl sabar.. U blum lg pregnant dah mntak mcm2.. Bayangkn kalau mmg btol2, haa.. Ntah hape2 ntah u mntak kat hubby u kang, iss3.. So even while you binge on all your favourite foods, avoid junk food tau.. Eat healthly yaa...
7. Ketegangan payudara mcm terasa yg payudara ni full cup abis laa.. Kalau sentuh & tekan cikit je, sakit & xselasa.. Utk elakan kesakitan kat payudara ni, memakai bra full cup atau senang pakai je sport bra tu sure memberikan ampuan yg penuh pada bahagian tersebut..
8. Mudah meradang atau senang nya d'panggil moody.. Haa, ni Roy pasti xsuma lelaki ley handle gurl dorang bile comes to diz part.. Hanya meraka yg benar2 sabar je ley handle (Pergh, wa salute u laa bro!!) Mood swing ni mmg senang je berlaku.. Hah, xcaye yaa.. Gi buat kat gurl yg monyok je pastu lu jelirkan lidah kat dia (Eh3, jgn wat cam tu.. Nnt kene surat sexual harassment lak.. Lu dok je dpan muke dia & senyum smpi telinga.. Hehehe...) sure lu kene baling ngan krusi punyer xpon hape2 mende yg dekat ngan gurl tu laa.. Nahas beb kalau xreti handle lover yg moody slalu ni, huhuhu...
9. Sakit tulang belakang ni berlaku sbb wanita bekerja keras untuk gaji yg lumayan & sanggup angkat mende yg berat semata-mata nak tunjuk kat boss yg u ni sememangnyaa supa rajin.. Tapi ingat, jgn angkat mende yg terlalu berat takut jatuh cik uterus tu kang.. Nape? xcaye? Haa, cuba buat tngk btol ke x Roy cakap ni.. So, utk mengelak kan masalah besar ni.. Gi laa minum susu Anlene utk kuatkan tulang.. Kalau xske susu gi sumbat yogurt bebanyak tau... 
10. Tekanan perasaan.. Pergh!! Takot siot kalau jd mcm ni.. Mana x nyer.. Kalau marah gi pendam perasaan tu.. Kalau sedih xnangis langsung gi pendam perasaan tu.. Pastu xmengadu kat sesape yg d'percayai.. Haaa, lame2 ley masuk ward & 1A kat Tg Rambutan tau.. Jgn memain, ingat senang ke jadi gurl ni, huhuhu.. Senang je kot kalau wanita ni +ve thinkin'...
11. And most importantly pain in the lower abdomen, legs or even thighs known as cramps (kekejangan).. Haaa, mende ni yg mmg Roy paling xgemar.. Rasa nak 'buang' uterus & all its attachments kat luar jap utk 2 hari je pasti pasang balik.. Macam2 petua Roy guna.. Seperti minum air halia, kunyah buah pinang yg telah d'rincik halus, minum air rebusan akar2 kayu, jamu namun guna hot pack & Mezza Cream adalah my favorite sbb warm je kat area tu.. xrase sakit sngt juz warm je, hurmmm.. xpon make walking everyday a habit ke, this would improve blood circulation and ensure less pain during the periods tau.. Cuba laa.. Jgn asyik lebarkan punggung tu je tau, hehehe.. Keberkesanan nya mmg terjamin, hahaha..Cuba laa coz Roy bg A+ kat tip yg terakhir tu...

I recommend lelaki pakai mcm tu utk wat hari lover u all ceria je during red days ni

, hahaha~ 

 

Dats all je laa nak share wat setakat ni.. Segala pertanyaan yg ingin d'kemukan sila laa tnye if I can help u, I will if not u kene cari doc gynae laaa yaa... Smoga red days korang ni, happy selalu yaa.. xoxo always... XD

Hah? Really? Oh, ya kaa?

Assalamualaikum & gud day...

Todays topic is BERSIH 2.0.. Dun think am a political freak tau but I juz wanna comment sumthng, dats all.. No need to bash me yaaa, hahaha.. Takot tau kat police kang dia arrest me, wwoooo~

Keburukan mmg bnyk dlm perhimpunan so called haram ni.. Sebagai contoh, penjaja kecik kat sekitar tempat tu yg nak dkat ptg baru nak bukak kedai.. Sure rugi kot.. Then yg dr jauh nak masuk KL sbb ade kenduri laa, nak meminang laa, tngk sedara laa, itu laa ini laa.. Jalan jem bagai nak rak dengan roadblock nyer lg, jalan 4 lane jadi 1.. Pergh, meleleh peluh kalau xde aircond ni.. Naseb baek cuaca agak mendung kalau x, cian kat masyarakat sekeliling & all da policemen yg d'kerahkan b'ramai-ramai today.. Ntah2 pengsan kot, masyaAllah.. Pastu.. Cian kat pekerja DBKL yg nak kutip sampah sarap yg melambak-lambak tu.. Sure balek tengah malam & d'tambah ngan sakit pinggang nyer lg.. Ya Allah, berikan laa pekerja2 DBKL ni kekuatan utk meneruskn kerja mereka.. Amin.. Then ade lagi tp xpe laa.. Lets leave it to ur imagination then yaa...

Well dr segi kebaikan pon I can't see it at diz time being coz I surely know dat da government dun do anythng bout it pon.. Its juz da same kot dr dulu smpai skang but I think BERSIH 2.0 punyer massages have been delivered to other civilians laa .. But why dun da government help a bit by helping da demonstration? I mean.. Bukan laa nak mntak government punye pihak polis ni same2 wat demostrasi jalanan ni, bukan2.. At least kan.. Ye laa.. Kat luar negara pon ade je demostrasi jalanan kot.. Polis pon ade je kat tepi2 penunjuk perasaan ni.. Letak laa pagar2 kat jalan2 raya yg akan d'lalui oleh penunjuk perasaan ni.. Jaga keselamatan org awam kat luar pagar2 tu ke.. Bagi route map kat penunjuk perasaan ni, mane jalan ley lalu mane yg xley.. Ni x.. Bnyk je.. Hurmm.. Cian gak kat policemen ni.. Kene d'kerahkan tenaga mereka 1 hari atau sebenarnya dah beberapa hari kot.. Tdo pon, xcukup, tdo2 ayam je.. Cian kat dorang tau.. Dorang juz menerima arahan je kot...

Then ble tngk berita kat tv.. Hahaha.. Nak gelak pon ade kot.. Ade yg tatau nape demostrasi jalanan ni d'adakan.. Ape misi2 dia.. Hahaha, tu pon tatau.. Biar betik, dong?? Gamaknya kamu mengikuti nya kerana apa? Rakan kamu yaa?? Hahaha, tulung laa.. Jgn memperbodohkan diri kamu & org laen.. Kalau kamu tatau jgn laa bodo sesorang, jgn ajak org laen jd bodo cam kamu.. Kalau dorang nak buat, biarkan mereka buat kerana mereka mahu.. Kehendak mereka.. Yg kamu ikot  kerna apa?? Ooops, bahasa seberang pulak keluar.. Roy tatau, tamau cakap bnyk2...

Pastu ade geng PATRIOT pemuda UMNO lak, hish.. Ape nak jadi ni?? 1 nak buat, sume nak buat.. Masuk kandang kuda kamu... Aaarr.. But da point is.. Cukup2 laa ade 1 demostrasi jgn tambahkn lagi.. Naseb baek PM xkerahkan askar, huh.. Kalau x, masak laa.. Bagus gak abg ensem Khairy Jamaludin tu wat jauh2 dr KL.. Kalau laa dia maen wat dekat2, pergh.. Bermandikan darah kot, MasyaAllah.. Mnta jauh laa mende2 tu suma.. Tamau laa huru-hara kat KL ni, tamau sngt2.. Sedey er.. Sedey sesangat.. Nak gi keje susah tau, huhuhu.. Naseb baek td xkeje kalau x, MasyaAllah.. Takot er~

Betol ke td Roy nmpk kat berita ade yg laungkan REFORMASI? Tu ayat taun bler tu?? Ni pon 1.. Ade ckap cam tu.. Mesti org laen pk laen.. Ni bukan REFORMASI kan? Ni BERSIH 2.0, laen.. Ade beza nyer tp kenapa d'laungkan mende tu atau pon dr video taun sudah? Hurmm, lu pk laa sendiri.. Roy tatau, tamau cakap bnyk2...

And lastly.. KUTUK MENGUTUK.. Ni yg Roy benggang sngt.. Ade ke patot mean kutuk2 org.. Hape u ingat u bagus sangt ke nak kutuk org.. Halo, cermin laa muke tu cikit.. xkisah laa u tu pemimpin mane ke org awam ke.. Hey, c'mon laa.. Malu cikit.. Dah bsar panjang dah pon, xyah laa nak maen kutuk2.. xpuas hati, cakap laa bebaik.. xyah nak kutuk.. Sebijik cam perangai bebudak tau.. Malu Roy dapat sesama masyarakat 1 Malaysia mcm tu, malu sangt..Then da rest Roy tatau, tamau cakap bnyk2...

Nak tulis lagi tp ngantuk.. Otak tamau berfungsi daa, otak soh tdo.. But my eyes nak berjaga lagi, huhuhu.. Manje.. Ikot kat mate & otak dear, kamu ley rehat yaa.. Roy tamau tulis daa yaa...

To all readers.. Its juz my opinion tau.. Jgn soh pihak polis tangkap Roy lak, huhuhu.. Takot laa.. Nnt dorang tangkap d'bawah ISA ke, Akta Hasutan ke hape.. Hish, tamau.. Takot.. Huhuhu, tngk kat tv polis masa nak soal siasat tu ganas.. Takot.. Kalau nak bce, bce je laa.. Masuk otak kiri keluar kat telinga kiri, masuk otak kanan keluar telinga kanan tau.. Jgn simpan dalam hati yaa.. Salam sayg dr Roy... xoxo~

Okay, ur not my...

30 June 2011

10:07:21

"Syg..wt apa?keje pg ke ptg?"

30 June 2011

19:34:50

"Abg juz b'gurau je kan? Abg jgn memain, xbaek tau..."

Air mataku laju menuruni pipiku yg merah d'sapu blusher.. Sudah lame aku tidak menangis sesedih ini.. Kali terakhir aku menangis apabila lelaki yg ku panggil kekasih meninggalkan diri ini & ari ini aku menangis lagi kerana d'tinggalkan.. Aku mengeluh.. Apalah nasib diriku ini? Kerana setiap hubungan yg d'bina semestinya akan runtuh d'tengah jalan.. Walau dgn pelbagai alasan yg tak masuk dek akal pon.. Aku masih lagi menangis mengenang s'dia yg ku sayangi (Agak laa).. Aku buntu...

4 bulan yg lepas...

6 March 2011

11:18:45

"Suka la tgk roy, sweet"

6 March 2011

11:35:12

"Geram giler tgk u"

6 March 2011

11:53:55

"Bkn geram tu la, geram sbb awk cantik,kesitu pulak awk ni"

7 March 2011

16:39:02

"Hmmm,u ni..tp i suka kat u tau, cantik tu"

8 March 2011

09:33:29

"I suka sgt2 kt u"

9 March 2011

09:52:44

"Abg nak jumpa roy..mmg rindu"

10 March 2011

08:43:18

"Abg dh ade rasa syg kat roy..ntah la"

4 April 2011

17:46:31

"Mmg xda pilihan..kene syg"

Pelbagai kata2 pujian & kata2 cinta d'lemparkan ke arahku.. Sebagai seorang wanita normal yg suka akan lelaki, aku tidak terkecuali utk 'cair' dgn pujian nya yg tinggi menggunung..Setiap SMS yg d'terima kalau tidak memuji diri ini, mmg xsah.. Aku pon lena dlm kata2 manis nya tnpa aku sedari sehinggakan...

11 March 2011

06:34:14

"Syg..morning..happy sgt2 syg terima abg..luv u so much"

Aku sungguh seronok mengenangkan diri ini akan d'sayangi lagi.. Walaupun pd dasarnya aku sangt takut d'kecewakan.. Aku gagahkan jiwaku utk menerima lelaki yg zahirnya kelihatan single tp secara batinya sudah berkahwin & mempunyai 2 org anak yg sungguh tomey pada mataku (sebahagian dr 'kisah' hidupnyaa laaa).. Aku tewas dgn kata2 manisnya & buat kesekalian kalinya aku b'couple..

D'awal perhubungan, dia sedikit sebanyak memberikan harapan kepadaku utk hidup bersama...

"11 March 2011

14:52:29

"Ade 2 je syg..bahagia ngan sedih..kalau abg serasi ngan roy..roy pandai jg abg..abg xkisah pun nk kawin ngan roy..abg akan jg roy betul2"

16 March 2011

13:23:09

"Tu la abg kena jg roy,syg roy betul2"

31 March 2011

23:19:36

"Oo..nanti kita dptkan kembar cam tu"

31 March 2011

23:21:28

"Kawin nanti la syg..cuba la,nasib2 dpt kembar cm tu"

Walaupon aku kurang mempercayai lelaki ini namun aku wat dunno je, malas nak amik port.. Bile aku xslalu kate I LOVE YOU, dia kate aku xsayg dia.. Pulak?! Aku ssh nak kate I LOVE YOU laa, payah sngt...

31 March 2011

22:41:11

"xpe..abg kene slow2 fhm roy"

Hurmm, faham sngt ke?? Pastu.. Bile aku xrply ke, atau guna bahasa yg kasar atau marah dia cikit.. Dia cepat sngt terasa, manja.. Kekadang aku terfikir, lelaki ni betul ke askar yg hardcore?? Brutal?? Hati kering?? Hurmm.. Aku tertanya2 sendirian..

23 March 2011

22:15:48

"Terasa hari abg roy ckp cam tu"

11 March 2011

17:10:22

"Wt apa abg nk tipu..abg ikhlas ngn roy"

23 March 2011

21:45:17

"Kalau abg kisah,abg x pilih roy"

31 March 2011

18:21:20

"Kasar je roy jwb ngn abg"

18 April 2011

07:35:16

Hmm..roy x percaya kt abg ek?"

Huhuhu, ye laa.. Pastu aku jugak yg mntk maaf ngan dia.. Ckap yg aku sayg dia laa, jgn laa merajuk laa, itu laa ini laa.. Huhuhu~

Dia bekerja d'lapangan berisiko dlm ATM so setiap kali dia bertugas, aku akan mendoakn keselamatan nya.. Aku kerap bertanya ttg kerjaya nya yg berisiko.. Aku suka dpt kekasih a.k.a kawan yg bekerja d'lapangan tersebut kerana aku teruja dgn baju all black yg d'pakai oleh mereka, hahahha.. Seriously, aku mmg ghairah tgk mereka pakai baju all black.. Mysterious!! Sexy!! Hahaha.. Sbb tu laa aku x'keberatan menerima lamaran dia utk m'jadi kekasih ku.. Walaupon otak aku sering memikirkan kemungkinan buruk yg bakal berlaku...

Dalam masa 2 bulan pertama, dia sering jugak SMS & menelefon aku.. Namun lama kelamaan dia seakan-akan semakin jauh dr aku.. Namun aku tidak kisah kerana dia tidak mengganggu hidup aku.. Aku boleh pergi kemana sahaja yg aku mahu, keluar dgn sesiapa sahaja.. Aku tahu dia bekerja keras (fakta ni aku xpasti) & dia akn m'balas atau memberitahu yg dia sibuk so xlaa aku g kaco dia...

Aku pernah bertanya ttg keluarga dia d'kampung (bakal kakak ipar aku laa tu).. Kemudian dia menjawab...

11 March 2011

18:37:11

"Diorg berpisah masa umur abg 14 hari, so dr kecik abg duk ngn ayah n mak tiri abg"

11 March 2011

19:03:57

"Yg sulong boy umur 4 tahun, yg kecikadik gurl umur 1 thn stgh..yg sulong abg sh hantar sekolah masa umur 3 tahun..nama yg sulong AFIQ AQASHAH, yg gurl INTAN SOFEA QAISARA"

17 March 2011

14:46:20

"Jgn risau syg..kt fb tu xade org tau abg dh kawin..xade org penah tanya abg"

Dia juz letak yg bese2 je kat FB tu, xde status relationship langsung.. Bahkan ngan aku pun, kekasih dia skang.. Mmmm.. Betul ke dia syg kat kau ni??

 

Kemudian ade 1 awek cantik add aku kat FB.. Sumpah aku xkenal tp aku accept je.. Gurl ni kate dia kenal lelaki ni dah lame so okay laa.. Aku no hal laa nak add kawan baru ni.. Suker lagi ade tau, hahahha.. Sbb gurl ni cantik gak mcm aku, huhuhu~

2 bulan terakhir hubungan kami, aku terasa yg aku agak menyayangi diri dia tp entah laa.. Dia semakin kerap senyap dr m'balas SMS atau panggilan dari aku & aku pula makan kerap mengganggu dirinya.. Hahaha.. Asal dia senyap je?? Ingat aku ni hape?? Tunggul kaa?? Janji pon tinggal janji je.. Malas aku nak bg tau dia yg dia dah mungkir janji, dosa lagi.. Huhuhu.. Biarlaah...

Pada 30 Jun 2011, aku dpt msg kat FB...

 

 (Sori, aku terpaksa delete utk menjaga pribasi lelaki yg sangap ni.. Hahaha~) Aku tetiba nangis (Derr, aku pon sangap gak pada ms ni, hahaha~) Aku xsangka dia wat aku cam tu.. Sedey gak laa.. Naseb baek aku blum mndi lagi, juz nak sejuk kan badan.. Then pas aku nangis, aku g mandi.. Pas mandi aku terasa sngat segar & ...

 

Seriously, u dun deserve me punk!! Wat kind of women do u desire, hah?? Model?? Angel?? Hahaha, keep dreamin'.. U'll never get em', ever.. As far as I know, wat ur friends told me after u dumped me..well..much worse.. Hah, hambik ko.. Ko ingat aku lemah gemalai sngt ke smpi akn jatuh t'duduk ngan ape ko wat kat aku.. Ko sape?? Nway.. Here are the list dat things dat u lied to me...

1. Ur not married yet & those 2 names dat u gave me juz a lie...
2. U dun actually break up wif ur ex & wat u told me was juz a lie...
3. U dun love me at all & all da shit u told me was juz a lie...
4. Dat 2 piccas dat u've shared wif me, showin' me ur lovely family was juz a lie...
5. All da promises dat u've told me was juz a lie...
6. When we go out & sumbody callin' u via phone & u told me ur wife called u, it was juz a lie...
7. U told me 1 of ur secret admirer send u a bouquet of tiger lilies, it was juz a lie...
8. When I tried to call u & u said ur families was there wif u, dat was juz a lie...

I've heard so many bad things bout him after we clashed.. OMG!! U surely.. Aku pon xpercaye sngt tp ble aku observe, maybe betul ape yg org laen kate yg dia ni seorang PLAYBOY @ CASANOVA.. Seriously.. U mungkin xley observe dia sngt coz I keep his identity private tp xpe.. Biar aku je sorang yg tau.. Ke, korang pon nak tau gak?? Hahaha~

Lelaki ini ade pelbagai akaun, FB laa TAGGED laa UNIQ laa SKYPE laa YM laa.. Eleh, korang sure pk, "Alaa bese laa kan... Aku pon ade kot.. xheran laa" Okay, kalau korang xheran.. Seterusnya mcm ni pulak.. Lelaki ini akan cari mangsa d'sekitar tmpat dia outstation.. Maknenyer dia akan cari gurl2 cantik utk d'jadikn mangsa (salah satu mangsa yg korang tau skang adalah gurl yg tulis blog ni). Mangsa tu xkesah laa nak makan ke nak wat koleksi before cari yg laen ke.. Tngk laa mud dia cam naa.. Kalau dia hepy, dia wat koleksi.. Kalau dia ske, dia makan laa.. Roy ni dia wat koleksi je coz ssh nak jmpa...

Kemudian, dia akan tulis mcm laa ayat2 cinta mcm korang bce kat atas tu.. Huhuhu, pergh~ Cair gak laa kan?! Dia akan ckp cam tu smpi gurl cair ngan dia & sayg giler kat dia (bg kes Roy, Roy sayg mcm kawan je kot cuma kekadang manje2 cikit.. Hahaha~) Pastu, ble xslalu jmpa.. Asyik SMS je, asyik kol je so dia akan jadi buhsan & last2 dia bg msg kat FB kate nak break off.. Tngk laa, kat mane dia jmpa korang.. Kalau kat YM, kat YM laa dia msg.. Kalau kat TAGGED dia jmpa account korang, kat TAGGED laa dia akan msg yg dia langsung xsayg kat korang pon.. Juz nak memain je.. Pastu sruh gurl delete account dia laa itu laa ini laa...

Selang bbpe minggu dia wat cam tu, dia kan bukak balik account dia pas dia sje temporary deleted account & letak name baru laa picca baru laa (actually picca lame sebenarnya, hahaha.. Dah xde modal laa tu). So, he will keep repeating mende ni smpi dia puas (ataupon dia xkan pnah puas kot) xpon after dia dpt Hep B kot.. Hahaha..

Actually, lelaki ni dah ade lover.. Stewardess yg tinggi & cun tp biasalah sumtimes dah dpt yg terbaek still cari yg laen.. Dah mane pon PLAYBOY @ CASANOVA kan??! Then biler gado ngan lover, gurl laen jd mangsa kekejaman dia.. Ish3~

So, marveles kan story kali ni?? Ni salah satu story Roy.. Ade bnyk lagi tp xpe laa..I'll keep it to myself... Till then, keep urself safe from any animal out there yaa.. Lotsa love, from me... xoxo~

Rokugatsu~

Assalamualaikum to all of yaa.. Hw r ya? Sihat? Kalau xsihat meh sni, Roy nak take care sampai u sehat.. *giggles* C’mon, am juz joking.. No hard feelin’ yaa.. *laugh* Roy sihat walafiat.. My Prince Charming pon, alhamdulillah sihat cuma as always busy wif his work.. I dun mind actually wat he did in life, his work or social life as long as he said he love me.. *smiles* Ayat simple tu je boley wat my whole day happy…

And there is sumthing dat am very surprised.. Hehehe.. U know wat.. Roy nak story cikit on 2^nd June yg baru lepas ni.. *smiles* Its my birthday tau.. Seriously, Roy btol2 xsangka dat he remember my birthday.. U see, his very busy wif his work & its very hard for him to send a msg or even call me so xlaa mengharap sngt pon but.. Hehehe, let me write from da beginning tau.. On dat day, Roy keje shif malam second nite so dat day Roy jd TL laa.. Aaarrghh~ xske coz yg jg mlm tu was Kiki.. Da last time he msged me pon around dat evening je pastu senyap (ade keje laa tu…) so okay laa, xkisah.. Let him finish his work then, malas mo kaco.. Kiki came around 2330hrs.. I passed all da nursing report in my ward to her & heard all her blabbering wif a smile.. Then 5 mins before midnite she pon left...

0000hrs- He called me!! OMG!! Surprised giler.. Btol2 xsangka dat he would called me.. Tepat pada masa dan harinya pulak tu.. He wished me & said he loves me so much!! Betapa bahagia nya Roy dengar ucapan manis dr suara dia yg dah lame Roy rindui tu.. Seperti berada d’awangan pulak & muka Roy mmg blushing abis laa time tu, huhuhu.. Pastu dia send a msg hoping dat diz relationship last forever & said he loves me too.. Am so heads over heels in love wif diz man...

Huhuhu.. Then last month juga ade laa sumthing yg making me so..pissed off.. Nak tau ape?? Huh.. Mmg geram tahap dewa tau.. Mane x nyer, u bayang kan okie.. Most of da kursus ke ceramah ke yg hospital atau other places anjurkan hanya certain2 people je yg ley attend.. And yg paling geram, bdak baru pon dorang ley send.. I mean, hello!! Roy keje lame cikit dr dorang pe tp why u all send dorang dulu?? Geram sial!! Ape?? Ingat dorang je laa nak gain knowledge, Roy tamau.. Sumpah sakit hati giler tau.. Rase mcm nak blah je tp xpe.. I promise u all today, kalau u all xsend Roy gi kursus/ceramah yg grand2 kat hospital or tempat laen within a year.. Roy akan cabut!! Roy tunggu juz 1 year je for dat if xde jugak, bye2 laaa.. Gasak engkau org laa, xreti jaga kebajikan staf!!!

Aaarrrgghhh~ Fcuk!!!

Hurmmm... *takin' a deep breath* Am fine, mmm.. No worries~

Okay laa, dats all je kot dat I wanna share.. Hope u guys sentiasa sihat & happy always laa.. Take care.. xoxo~

Down, down & tumbling~

Assalamualaikum & gud evening to ya'll.. How r yaa? Am not fine since last week.. Too many thing to worry bout, to think bout.. And at last I think tomorrow is da conclusion, urmm...

Last week as u all know, I got my new uniforms & I was eager to wear it but when it came to da day dat I've to wear it.. My mood when down.. I try relax & not think bout it but.. It clouded my mind & I make another mistake.. And again I would have to write again & filled this & dat.. Mmmm.. And I began to wonder.. Is diz job betul2 my DESTINY?? Well, to tell ya da truth.. Am LOST...

To begin with, 4 years ago when am 19 years old.. After I finished 1 whole year in GIATMARA, I already submitted my forms before going there to enter any universities, colleges for diploma in Physiotherapy but I didn't get any responses.. So my mum juz filled in sum forms & sent it.. 1 of dat form was for diploma in Nursing in 1 of da college in KL.. Apparently, I dun mind.. My main GOAL is to get the hell outta my house, dats all.. Urmm, I know.. It's wrong but it was along time ago...

In Dec 2006, 1 of dat college accepted me in & I began my life as a trainee nurse.. I lived in da city for 3 whole years & dat was my first FREEDOM dat I've been longing for.. I was excited & happy.. I never felt dat living in da city would be so much fun & da transformation took place.. My way of clothing & socialize are different.. I've become ME, da real me.. And I never think dat I would go back to da way I am before I came here.. Everything was so PERFECT!! And am so HAPPY!!

My main GOAL are cleared.. Am OUT of dat house for 3 years & more (Diz is wat I think b4.. Gonna lived here after I graduated).. Am so freakin' happy.. Da course actually dun impressed me at first but when time passes.. I actually fall in LOVE wif da subjects.. Not many people LIKE diz job.. Its a NOBLE job as I recalled it.. I was so eager to learned new thing & to practice it in ward when am in practical area..

After nearly 3 years have passed & LJM cumin' near.. I study like I always study (not to hard) & I passed.. And I was thinkin' to work & live there but.. Nasib xmenyebelahi Roy.. I have to come back to my parents & I stayed there until I got a job.. It has been a hell (6 month) livin' there.. Very hard to get out even for window shopping.. My mud when down again...

After sending so many resumes to many hospital,1 familiar hospital accepted me in & am very happy reading dat letter.. Da first important letter dat I received.. I set "sailed" to da new place- eager to learn new thing, gain more knowledge & gain much experience for me to reach my hand to any other higher position.. I've been working there for nearly 1 year & I keep doing da same mistakes.. And as always, my mud would be so down...

I LOST myself, lost my passion for NURSING.. I cried in my heart thinkin' bout it.. I suddently think dat diz job is not for me, not fit for me at all but I loved my job.. I wanna learned more to gain more to provide much more care to my patients but.. I felt dat I failed it.. I dunno how I lost dat & every time I go to work am afraid.. Am scared dat I'll makin' another mistake.. I can effort it.. Eventho I kept saying to myself, "Akan aku bekerja dengan penuh dedikasi & zero med error" but da mistake will always rise up.. Am sick of myself!!

Most of da time, my seniors helped me if am stuck sumwhere but I can't accepted anythng if my seniors was teaching me rudely.. It never help!! Trust me.. I hate da way u teach me tau!! I dun wanna hate u guys so plz teach me until I understand wif kindness, okay?! There is only 1 women I can't stand sumtime.. Most of da time she would teach wif a high voice.. I dun tolerated wif dat at all!! Hate her a bit but I dun want my HATE passed down to her ...

Seriously, you make me felt dat am not a clever nurse tau.. Teach me laa to be more like u, to be more alert like, more knowledgeable like u but teach wif kindness laa.. Malu 1 hal, ni mud ni.. Cam na mud ni nak cari makan kalau u asyik kondem me je??! I know I have much to learn.. Betul, I know.. I dun like da way I run da ward tau, sure banyak kekurangan.. I xnafikan tu sume but I pon try my best ape.. Try my best to rememba bout my patients, all bout em' but.. Hurmm...

Entah laa.. Am so down rite now.. Tomorrow gonna meet wif Matron b'coz I made to many mistakes (I think...) And.. Mmmm.. Suddently I feel like wanna KILL myself lak.. Hurmmm...

Prince Charming...

Assalamualaikum & gud evenin' to all of yaa...

How r ya, guys? Sihat? Huhuhu, Roy semakin sihat walaupun berat still maintain.. Am fine je, like always.. Thnk u! *smiles* Nway, since I dah lame tak update blog I, today I ade crita hepy utk d'kongsi bersama ya'll & I hope ia berkekalan.. Amin.. Da stories goes like diz...

One day, I decided to go to dat place wif such a simple & selekeh outfit.. *laughs* Very selekeh infect I pakai hairband kaler pink, pink polkerdot lak tu.. *laughs again* I never realize wearing such a selekeh outfit I could find sum1 dat I like.. Never thought of dat pon.. I mean, c'mon.. U pakai jeans yg supa longgar & t-shirt kaler merah terang plus pink polkerdot hairband!! Can u imagine how ridiculous I looked?? *LOL*

But still, 1 special guy caught me in his side.. I mean, me?! U want me?? Argh, yeah rite!! I dun believe in MEN.. Do u think I would believe u now? Tu laa bbpe persoalan yg timbul in my head.. 1st I met him, I dun even rememba his face juz his eyes.. His steamy pair of eyes caught my intentions but still I ignored him.. His da 1 who's makin' da 1st move & wat I did was.. I flung him! I mean, I sorry juz I dunno dat U like me, dear...

Da second day, I went back there with such a cute outfit that I know every single men out there are looking at me.. It doesn't matter whether ur married or not, I know those eyes are watching every single step dat I make.. *perasan jap* Then I dunno wat brings me to da same place, same place where I flung U.. Maybe I like wat u do or maybe I juz remembered those steamy eyes of urs & desperate need to be ur friend.. As I walk there I was a bit nervous.. I dunno wats gonna happen next & there u are.. OMG!! I rememba those steamy eyes but still I dun like dat feelin' in my heart so, as always I suppressed dat feelin' so much dat I almost walk u by..

Tapi as always, xsanggup pulak nak wat cam tu so we end up being friends & still I suppressed dat feelin'.. Sorry dear.. Am such a stubborn girl who can't admit her own feelin' until da one I like confess.. Dats me! Seorang yang coward to my own feelin'.. Huh, can U imagine dat?? Body je nampk tough tp hati lembut, hahaha.. Ramai yg xpercaye but dats me... *smiles*

At the end, I'VE FOUND MY PRINCE CHARMING!!! After searching so many year, after so many failure, after so many relationships.. I've found u, my love.. Am sorry if I dun say dat "I love you" often its juz the way I am.. I rather show my feelin' rather than say it, more effective dat wat I think.. *smiles*

Am sorry wif all da probs dat I coz U, am so sorry.. I didn't mean too.. It juz, me but if U dun like it.. U might juz say it to me.. Dun keep it to urself coz I afraid dat U might leave me like other guys did b4.. I hope dat U love me juz the way I am, dear.. Juz like, I love u da way u are... *smiles*

Alhamdulillah.. I btol2 xsangka dat I've found u & am very happy now.. Cuma 1 je yg Roy harapkan.. Hope diz love stays as strong as da diamond, huhuhu.. Diamond is strong wat.. Only laser can cut it, hahaha.. *laughs* Thnks alot for loving me, dear... xoxo~ 

And also da DARK CHOCOLATE... xD