Da last bit of Memories~

Turn diz vid on so dat u can feel wat I felt when writing diz... *smiles*

Assalamualaikum...

Hope all of u are doing fine.. Urmm, its been along time since I update my blog.. *smiles* Well, am a bit busy wif life.. And I think I wanna write in malay+english, hehehe.. *giggles* Its fun, mixing both of em'.. Ni crita Roy since da last entry b4 am going to work so mau sambung balik pe yg tercicir kat blakang tu, hehehe.. *giggles* Since nak dkat new year ni, Roy nak wat sedikit pembaharuan laa.. First of all dr segi bahasa dia, mix both languages.. Secondly, mau tulis sekerap yg mungkin (InsyaAllah~).. And.. Tu je kot, wat mase ni.. Hahaha... *laughing out loud*

First of all, alhamdulillah.. Am fine, as always.. Huhuhu.. Ade crita yg baru, slalu je ade crite yg baru but xsmpat nak update blog ni.. (malas sebenarnyer~) Since nak dkat new year ni, Roy dah keje bout 6 months & seperti biasa mum akan dengar masalah Roy, esak tangis Roy, kegembiraan Roy, keseronokan Roy.. Mum yg slalu bg nasihat, ayah pon ade jugak, sis pon same, abg ngan kaka pon same.. Thnks alot ya'll, <3 u so much!! *lotsa smooches* Rasenyer if xde dorang awal2 ni sure Roy dah give up lame dah nak keje, nak dok umah je.. Bukan masalah bsar pon kat tmpat keje but Roy kekadang de probs ngan myself je.. Hahaha, ya'll mesti xcaye kan2?? Tp dats da truth.. I doubt myself.. Dats da main probs pon bukan pasal co-workers sngt pon.. Ade tu, mmg laa ade tp simple je.. Mum dah tulung Roy settlekan dah, huhuhu.. Mum lagi! Hehehe, biasa laa.. Anak mum kan?! I loike~ *giggles* Keje ni mmg mencabar coz sumtimes client ske tnye Qs yg Roy tatau nak jawab pe, seriously~ Qs ssh tahap dewa laa tp senior ade kan, pe lg.. Tnye kat dorng er, hehehe.. Thnks alot u guys!! Hope pasni dpt keje ngan pnuh dedikasi & zero error, huhuhu.. Amin~

Secondly, since da past month my emotions keeps bugging me bout da last break-up & now.. I think I should move on.. I should forget him & move on.. Yes, I think I should kan?? Besides, buat ape I nak ingt bende yg lepas2.. Buat berdarah balik je hati ni, dah laa baru baek.. Ish3~ Baek Roy cari org laen yg Roy tau xkan 'seksa' hati Roy ni lg.. Cari lelaki yg boleh wat Roy hepi.. Lelaki yg can accept me for who I am.. Not b'coz am pretty or daring or luscious or sexy or.. (watever laa kan...) Jadi, baek Roy take a deep breath & juz relex.. Lets my Prince Charming dtng sendiri.. Malas nak cari sendiri.. Wat sakit hati je.. Baek dia dtg kat kte kan2?? Senang.. Huh! Tp harap2 dia felt deeply in love wif me laa, hope so.. Hurmm~

Well, tu je laa kot.. Nak crita lebey2 kang dia kata Roy perasan pulak kat dia, tergila-gilakan dia pulak.. Lagi malu.. Roy ni kalau like sum1, xgi tau coz takot di kecewakan.. (slalu je...) Tp kalau dah suke kan, nak wat cam na.. Terpacul klua jugak laa ayat tu walaupon otak dah cuba sedaya-upaya menahan ayat tu, bibir ni ngan selambenyer mengaku.. Aishh!! Malu bukan kepalang.. Muke merah cam udang kene bakar walaupon dia xnmpak.. Pergh! Penangan 'suka' ni mmg kuat, sekuat berlian laa kate org.. *giggles* Menahan malu ni bukan senang, ssh jugak.. Ish3~ Baru Roy taaaaauuu~~~ (menipu je ni..dlm otak bnyak dah kesimpulan crita cinta yg pahit).. Tp seperti bese, mcm kene reject je.. Tatau laa tp, mcm je kan.. Hurmm.. Mcm dia kate, 'ikot je flow'.. Eh, tu mcm ayat Roy kat sume guys yg ske kat Roy ke?! Aaargh!! Btol laa tu, Roy kene reject lagi... TTIIIIIIDDAAAAKKK~~~~~

Xpe laa, ikot je flow tu.. (dlm hati kate, "kecewa lg..bile laa Prince Charming Roy nak dtg ni??") Kot2 dia ske kat Roy ke, hape ke? (iye laa kot..mcm xcaye je??) Urmm.. Okay laa, kalau dia btol2 ske kat Roy kang Roy tulih lg pasal dia kalau x.. Haaiiihh~ Ikot je flow tu kan...

Tu je laa coretan Roy wat mase ni coz mate dah layu, mau tdo berbantalkan harapan & berselimutkan impian.. Smoga ya'll take care & jgn lupe love is everywhere (huh, yer laa tuh~) Buh-bye~ *smooches*